The Saga continues.....

If you've read my recent posts then you know most of what is going on at home with me lately. Well it has taken another turn. Turns out the my sis-in-Law told me a couple of weeks ago that my sis made some comments about my new house. If she said them then I thought it was rude, but I didn't truly beleive she said them or at least not in the contest I was made to believe. I have patched things with my sis but now my wife is even more mad at her sis because she keeps telling people shit that isn't true and telling people about my business. If I want someone to know my business I will tell them. Not that I have anything to hide, just don't always think everyone needs to know my business either. Oh well, I wanted things to go back to normal but maybe the way things are is better. Who knows. It has been quieter and more peacefull around the house. I do miss my nephews though. Short of weeks when they are away with their fathers, I have never wen this long without seeing, ever. I guess I will see them at birthdays and christmas providing we still get invited. As always thanks for listening/reading. Feel free to comment.

Feeling bad.....horrible actually!

I don't like feeling bad about things and maybe if I vent them here I won't feel so bad. If you read my previous post then you know whats going on. I am feeling horrible about it, physically sick in fact. I hate knowing that I may have contributed to the fight without even knowing it. I don't want anyone thinking that I would purposely say or do anything to keep 2 sisters from being friends. I feel they are both important to each other and need to be in each other's lives. I won't apologize for what I said here because neither of them will ever read this. I have apologized individually to them and hopefully they will accept it. It is making me sick to my stomach to know that things were on the road to recovery and then all because of comments I made on Facebook to no individual in particular have derailed things. If they choose not to accept it then what can I do. They know me and know that I meant what I said when I apologized. Talking about it, even if it is in blog form is helping me get it out. Thanks for listening/reading.

Social networking bit my Ass

I have some bitchin' to do, so for the avid readers out there. Shut up and listen. Quit being so f***ing sensitive. Lately my wife and her sister have been fighting. Well as of the last couple of days, they have been working on trying to make amends. I thought that was great. I want them to get things worked out so life can go back to normal. Unfortunately, I vented in frustration on facebook and it was all taken the wrong way. Most of my rants are never directed at anyone in particular, especially on such a public forum, they are just there for me to vent and feel better. Most of the time my comments are liked and agreed upon by many of my friends, but for some reason lately, a few people have been taking them too personally. Now because of this, my sister-in-law is taking my comments personally and blaming my wife for them. I never once directed anything at her and even if, she should not be blaming my wife for it. We are separate people with separate thoughts and opinions. I mean no ill will towards anyone in my life, but as everyone else, I get frustrated and use public forums to vent that frustration. I never direct it at anyone in particular and never mean anything personal by it, just my way of getting it out so i don't go crazy. If she wants to be mad at me though, fine, I can take it. She doesn't need to get mad at my wife though for things I said, especially when I didn't say them to anyone specifically. Now I feel bad because I am being blamed for messing things up between them when I feel I did nothing wrong. All I ultimately want is for them to get along again and for things to go back to being the way they were. We all know though, that things will probably never be the same.