Happy, yet Stressful, Holidays

Come the holiday season I tend to think about a lot of the things that has happened in my life, good or bad. Recently I have been thinking about how stressed I am all the time, yet I still have it better than most and better than I have had in the past. Maybe my stress comes from buying people gifts and spending extra money, that I have earned, on other people instead of myself. I know what sounds selfish but there are many things I want and don't have, yet I am buying for others. I know its the holidays and material possessions, whether for me or for others, shouldn't matter. I guess I should just relax and enjoy the fact that others will get joy from what I have bought them. Plus, I get to help my nephews play with all the toys I've bought them.