Thursday, November 19, 2009

WTF........

I am blogging mainly because I am frustrated and I don't want to take it out on those around me when it's not their fault. Professionally things are just not going as they should be. I keep being encouraged by my supervisor and by previous supervisors to apply for promotions but never get them. I ask why I am not getting them as to correct any problems I may have and get no response. My stats are good, my attendance is fine, my knowledge of the job is top notch. WTF. I just don't know where to turn. I can't keep doing the same thing everyday and I am in such need of a change. I feel I am wasting my time when I know I am more qualified and should be doing more. I like this company and want to stay here, but why. I am not being rewarded for for the time and attention that I have put towards this company. I come in everyday going above and beyond to do whats necessary for our customers and to try to prevent issues before they happen. I do my job well, in fact better than many that get hired over me. Of those that now me well and have been promoted over me, know that I am not mad at you. It is not your fault that I didn't get hired. I do believe that the system is faulted and needs to be corrected. If their is something I am doing wrong that is screwing this all up for me then I wish I would be told. I am willing to work on whatever I need to. Oh well, I guess I should just relax and move on. Maybe somewhere else, doing something else.

3 comments:

Schwah said...

Totally agree with you. Since the system borked and I didn't get my most recent interview..I've actually started looking into other options. My only concern is job security. Other places pay more for less..and from what I have been told they actually promote for qualifications instead of ass kissery or interviewing skills.

Kimpak said...

I agree as well. Its all a big f'ing game getting promoted here. The powers that be, have no tech knowledge so they base at least 80-90% of their hireing decisions based on your interviewing ability. Which is bullshit, management needs to get with the times and learn how to actualy manage an IT staff and quit effing thinking of it as customer service.

Unknown said...

Yeah, I am just trying not to say/do anything that will get me in trouble. THe powers that be will hear from me next week when I have calmed down.